“He walked past me to my sister on our wedding day—then everything collapsed.”

The music was so loud I almost missed the sound my own heart made when it cracked.I was standing at the center of the Grand Ballroom at the Plaza Hotel in New York City, wearing a custom-made, hand-beaded Vera Wang silk gown that cost more than most people made in a year. The crystal chandeliers above us scattered light over three hundred of the city’s most influential people. My father’s real estate partners were there. State senators were there. Photographers from Vogue and the society pages were there, their flashes popping like silent fireworks.