That was almost worse.
“Linda…”
“Fifteen thousand dollars, Richard. I wear the same pearl necklace I wore at our wedding. So I am asking. Did your mistress cry when you gave her that bracelet?”
He did not insult me with a quick lie.
He rubbed his jaw.
He looked older than I had ever seen him.
“She’s not my mistress, and she did not cry.”
“Oh, so this was just a normal gift to a loyal employee?” I said.
“Linda, please sit down.”
I had not realized I was standing.
“Tell me she’s your secret daughter,” I said. “Tell me something I can survive.”
“She’s not my mistress, and she did not cry.”
He flinched.
“She’s not my daughter either.”
For one tiny second, relief washed over me.
Then it disappeared.
“Then what is she to you?”
Richard looked at the candle between us for a long time.
When he spoke, his voice had gone quiet in a way I had never heard from him.
“Then what is she to you?”
“Heather has a right to one nice thing from this family.”
I stared at him.
“This family,” I repeated.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
He reached into his back pocket.
I watched his wallet come out, watched his thumb work through the bill compartment until he found something small and dull.
“This family,”
A brass key, the kind that fits a desk drawer.
He slid it across the tablecloth.
It came to rest beside my wineglass.
“What is this?” I asked.
“My office. The drawer beside the tax files. There is a blue folder inside.”
“Richard, I want an explanation. Not a scavenger hunt. Just tell me what’s going on!”
“What is this?”
“You won’t believe an explanation. You need to see it.”
“See what?”
“Read the blue folder,” he said, “Then you’ll understand what I owe Heather, and why.”
I picked up the key.
It was warm from his pocket.
“If I do not like what I find?”
I picked up the key.
“You will certainly not like it.”
“If I cannot live with it?”
He looked down at his plate.
“Then I will not blame you,” he said. “But I think you’ll see that I had good reasons for doing what I did.”
What was that supposed to mean?
I left the table.
The brass key felt heavier than it should have as I climbed the stairs to Richard’s office.
“You will certainly not like it.”
I had not been inside that room in years.