“Lily!” I screamed, my voice tearing from my throat. I dropped to my knees in the dirt beside the stretcher, grabbing her small, freezing hand. “Lily, baby, Mommy’s here!”

He paused, looking over his shoulder to ensure none of the teachers were close enough to hear. He leaned in closer to me.

“But ma’am,” the paramedic whispered, his eyes hard. “You need to see this before we load her.”