At 4:37 A.M., My 9-Year-Old Son Came Home Carrying Two Dirty Sleeping Bags.

“I know.”

“And Owen is safe with you now.”

“I know that too.”

She fell silent.

“Robin says I need to stop replaying everything.”

“She’s probably right.”

“But I can’t.”

I understood completely. I had my own memories.

The dusty sneakers. The extra granola bars.

Those Sunday mornings when Finn was too exhausted to eat breakfast.